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Its
all Madelines fault. About two years ago, my daughter Madeline
invited me to come with her to a presentation explaining the Albright
Degree Completion Program (DCP). She had been looking for
a way to continue her full-time job and still acquire her bachelors
degree in a reasonable amount of time. She wanted my view of the
program.
We had both received our associate degrees from Harrisburg Area
Community College, HACC (a few years apart). I had
picked up courses here and there but never completed all the requirements
for a bachelors degree. The demands of family and job prevented
my going full time and I had spent far too much time commuting
to evening programs for that to attract me so I shelved
the dream for myself. But I certainly wanted Madeline to achieve
it.
As I listened to Dr. Jerry Lee explain Albrights technology-based
program designed for the working professional, I became intrigued.
Wow, Madeline, this is great! One night a week, a computer
to use, faculty from a small liberal arts collegeif I were
ten years younger, Id do it. She said, Why not
now, Mom? And I was hooked.
The next few months are a confusing memory to me. HACC had to
go into deep search to find my transcript in some dusty archive.
I discovered the wonderfulness of life experience. I received
credits for singing ten years with the Hershey Chorus. My ten
years training as a realtor and brokerthat counted too!
Unlike my daughter, I had no credits to make up! Speaking of confusion,
I was initiated to the wonders of PHEA, the state financial aid
system. As the owner of a small company, I keep wondering how
we would stay in business if we sent five different account statements
to our client on the same day!
Madelines field of choice was Human
Resources (Business Psychology), mine, Business
Administration. We went to school on different nights but
we shared some of the same instructors. There were times we each
felt like tossing in the towel, but we were able to share gripes
and support each other. I soon found that I had to put in about
twice the study time as she to achieve the same grade.
We learned a new and apt name for our classmates, our cohort.
My cohort and I would be together for the entire 18 months of
the program. I was old enough to be mother to most of them but
I soon realized that we were all different in one
way or another, representing widely varying backgrounds. As adults
sharing a new and challenging learning experience, we learned
as much from each other as we did from our instructors. The instructors,
too, were being tested by the diversification of their students
and had to think outside of the box to fit the course
work requirements into the DCP construct without sacrificing quality
education.
In deciding to meet the challenge, I overlooked my secret fear:
oral presentations. It soon became that 500-pound gorilla I could
not ignore. If Id known how crucial speech making was to
my success or failure at Albright, I probably would not have become
a senior citizen student. Who was I kidding?
For years Id found ways to get around public speaking.
In business, my partner (my husband) was very at ease in public
and happily performed presentations, many of which I had written.
But, there was no getting around it at Albright! Why did I let
Madeline talk me into this?
My first presentation was an assignment in the use of PowerPoint.
I spent hours in preparation, until I almost had it memorized.
I confided my fear to my cohort and they assured me I would do
fine. Easy for you to say, I thought.
As I stood up, I prayed that when I opened my mouth a recognizable
voice would come out, that I wouldnt shake so much that
I couldnt control the mouse and, finally, that I wouldnt
make a complete fool of myself! I have no memory of delivering
that presentation. When I came to myself, back in my seat, my
cohort was smiling! The instructor was smiling! I did it!
As the course work became more challenging, there were other
presentation assignments that were more difficult, but the knowledge
that I did it once sustained me and I knew I could do it again.
I even found, to my great surprise that my instructors thought
I was pretty good at it! If it werent for Madelines
challenge and Albright, Id never have had the courage to
find that out.
So you see it was Madelines fault.
Ellen Wood 01, Harrisburg, Pa.
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