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September 29, 2006

Not going as planned...

Hey, gang!
I was actually thinking the other day, "Self, you know, there might not be anyone actually reading these blogs ANYWAY, except for the other bloggers." I hope that's not the case, but if it is, then "HI, BLOGGERS!" Anyway, so I had two tests today and a first draft of a paper due...

It wasn't good, let's just say that. I studied really hard for my Spanish test today, and I pretty much knew what I was talking about, but the problem was that I'm not used to doing rapid-fire spanish, and I couldn't finish in time, so at the end I had to fill in 3 SECTIONS at the last minute. I didn't do as well as I'd wanted on the first one either. We got our bio tests back, and that was really low, and then I took a chem test and don't feel to great about that! I realized, though, that the tests aren't the only method of grading, and I've been doing well on other stuff and in labs, so I think I'll be fine. I have to maintain like a 3.5 GPA to keep my scholarship, and I'm finding it a LOT harder than I thought it would be... I'm gonna have to get a... TUTOR! *scary background music* I'd say that if I just dedicated more time to study I'd be fine, but you can't study stuff if it makes no sense to you. I've never studied and NEVER had a tutor, but if I want to do well, I need to swallow my pride and face facts: I...NEED...HELP!
I'm not the "asking for help" type, but I'm also not the "dropping out of college b/c he can't afford it b/c he lost his scholarships" type either, and I find the former to be the lesser of two uncomfortable choices. I also have med school to think about, and now that I've added Freshman Class President and soon to be Alpha Phi Omega service fraternity (like a fraternity, but more service based, co-ed, and can still be in a full frat) member to my repertoire, I need to stay on top of things. At the very least, the tutoring hours will make me dedicate time to the areas I need help in. It's for the best, and it really is OK to ask for help. We all need help understanding things, or we wouldn't need teachers! Sometimes even they can't help us wrap our minds around a concept the way a peer can, so go out today and ask for help. That's my challenge for every future Albrightian, to prevent them from falling into my position.
P.S.- I'm having a bit of trouble getting those pictures I promised up, but I'll figure it out eventually 8')

September 27, 2006

Rough...

I'm gonna try to make this one quick, b/c I'm a little depressed, so it might make this a dark entry but it was a really rough day for me. It does speak to Albright's character, however, that everyone really pools together to lift the school spirit. I just came from an ACF (Albright Christian Fellowship) meeting, and some of the members mentioned how they've noticed this sweeping depression, and how they pray often for the morale of the school. Most of campus, you must know, are closet depressives... like me. We hide it, keep it in, hoping that if we can just make some headway on our work, it'll all clear up, but what we really need are those kind words that everyone provides. Albright truly is a strong, intricate support system. I feel better already! The problem is, however, there are some things that I just can't "happy" away...

I realized this morning that moving into college is not the "real" world. What makes people consider moving on from high school the "real" world is that we begin to act more "real." It's a change within ourselves, not location. I'm going to try to keep this ambiguous, but this morning I was approached with news that in high school would have made me crack a big smile and jump up and down, but now, it just made me think about the circumstances surrounding the news. Why had this come about? Intrinsically, I was happy, but out of principal I can't accept congratulations for a victory that comes from a friends misfortune... it's "A Different Way of Thinking" I guess... I'm definitely a better person now than I was in high school...well... maybe not better...just... more in tune with me. Sometimes, however, you just gotta step up, so here's to "A Different Way of Stepping Up." Thank you, Albright. Good night and God bless 8)

P.S.- On my last post, I never attached those pictures (oops...) so I'll try to have them for tomorrow night, 'cause I've already spent more time on here than I allocated [I have a big Lab Report due tomorrow morning at 8!) Thanks for your patience!

September 26, 2006

Footprints

So, I was just looking up at my ceiling, because I'm a little depressed and feeling majorly stressed out, and it made me realize that I never shared my ceiling with you, which is a grave oversight on my part, and for which I am very sorry and about to rectify.

You see, on my ceiling in my dorm room, I have something that even on the lowest day lifts me up and gives me hope and strength and a renewed sense of faith. That, my friends, is Footprints. I have Footprints on my ceiling! I have ALWAYS wanted footprints on the ceiling above my bed, and I now have it. My grammar is not poor, Footprints is just not those little feety things. Footprints is a poem by and unknown author, I believe, that was just sooooo striking when I first saw it, that I had to have it and share it with everyone I meet, and now I have it in poster form above my BED!!! [I've attached some pictures of my side of the room, 'cause Leo's sleeping, so you can get a feel for what I'm all about and see a typical dorm room] So I'd now like to present to you, the greatest source of strength in my life, next to my mommy: FOOTPRINTS!!!
"One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
'Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.'
The Lord replied, 'My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that
I Carried You.'"

I will leave you to reflect on that. Good night, and God bless!

September 25, 2006

Determination

I've resolved to start blogging every day that I'm here at Albright, even if it's just a two minute note to say what I'm thinking/doing/worried about/signed up for today, whatever! I'm doing this for everything I'm into, because I figure, looking over your notes for two minutes a night 3 days before a test is better than cramming stuff you haven't looked over in weeks the night before! Got me? So, anyway, today was my crazy day... and you know what, I'll tell you about that stuff later! Maybe I'll get around to posting my schedule or something. Would you like that? 'Cause I just got a better idea! I want to tell you about my relationships with the other Albright BLOGGERS!!! Oh, ho!

I'll start with the Freshies: Caitlyn(she actually spells it w/ a "y")and Dan actually both live on my floor in Mohn Hall. Caitlyn's the fashion-forward young lady who you know is just gonna be the next Donna Karen or whatever and end up in some place like Paris or Milan. She's a sweet girl with an INSANE laugh! It's like a hyena, only louder, b/c you can hear it throughout the floor! Dan's a very intelligent guy, and he's super into politics and world affairs; one of those traveling types who has stories from all over the world (especially Portugal). I'd like to travel sometime, b/c I've never been out of the country (or even off the east coast for that matter!). Moving along, I guess that I can't say I know Charlotte or the Kelly's real well, but I got to meet Salaam before he left (see his blog for more info...). He's a rather opinionated fellow, who has something to say about everything, but his responses are all informed and thought out, so it's something to be admired rather than annoyed by. He's one of those people you know would have your back if you needed them, but would also tell you like it is if you're doing something stupid... a true friend. Melissa (M.J.)'s AWESOME!!! She's one of THE most energetic people I've ever met in my life, but it's a friendly energetic. She'll go out of her way to say hi to everyone, and she's bold and saucy and not afraid to let people know what she's all about! She's soooooooo easy to get along with, respect, and admire. Greg's a great guy, too. I don't know him too, too well, but we've talked a few times and I'm in concert choir with him [when we do our choral back massages he doesn't like to be touched except for the Choppy/Scratchies... you'll find out, just pop by Klein Chapel sometime during warm-ups 8) ]. And last, but certainly not least, we have the lovely and talented Chris Boehm! *shock and awe* Even if I didn't know that he was probably going to read this I wouldn't have anything bad to say about the man. He's friendly, helpful, great at his job, and just really warm and welcoming! He's a great person to make friends with, along with all of the other AMAZING people in the Admissions office, like Kathryn Adams, who just happens to be MY admissions counselor (Go Pen Argyl!) Well, that's all I have for tonight, b/c I have to get some Spanish homework done, so good night and God bless (no verse tonight, but check out my facebook for some more info about me, since I told you about everyone else!) http://albright.facebook.com/profile.php?id=51402544

September 20, 2006

I have absolutely no idea, but here it is anyway!!

I'm not really sure what I'm going to blog about, so just bear with me...

It just turned midnight and I'm struck with a fit of insomnia... What do I do? HIT FACEBOOK!!!! I'm telling you all right now, you need to drop MySpace and start kickin' it with Facebook. When I went to the Jacob Albright Scholars Dinner (one of the perks of keeping those grades up, ladies and germs) a student gave a snipit of his ACRE presentation. He was basically just telling us the point of the ACRE presentations, which the Albright website puts as:

"Albright College is seeking outstanding Albright undergraduates, working with a faculty member, to participate in its 2006 Interim Creative Research Experience Program. This program is designed to foster undergraduate scholarship, creative activity and research during the interim term. The goal of this program is to provide students with the opportunity to engage in an in-depth learning experience that complements the breadth of the liberal arts curriculum. Through this experience, students will increase their skills in their chosen field, foster professional relationships with faculty, and advance their knowledge in the chosen project area."

My point was, however, that he talked about how as a college student, Facebook will become a vital tool, and he wasn't exaggerating. I was never a real MySpace junky, but now my Facebook is on my computer 24/7!
I warned you that this would be a pretty random post, so just bear with me (again). So we had our big volunteer fair today, which was pretty awesome for a pre-med student like me who loves working with kids and who has made it his mission to help the surrounding Reading community... I actually don't think that I ever fully introduced myself, but we'll get to know each other bit by bit, I guess... anywho, I signed up for a bunch of organizations and what-not, but I just thought that this could be a great opportunity to expand on my college experience while garnering a work history, because I've never actually had a paying job. I mean I've just always worked very hard in my studies and extracurriculars, so I never saw the need for spending money (as I never had the time to spend it, you see). However, I digress. The point that I was going for was that at this one table, this group had these papers that said "What will it take today for me to become the better person I know I can be". That's it. It didn't have a question mark or anything... and just like that, I found clarity. My goals came into focus. I saw the importance of the people in my life bloom and grow, and my studies went from a blip on the map to top priority, although I refuse to ever be manic like I was all through middle school (it was a really bad, friendless time for Andrew). I think that quote is just so profound in its simplicity and its flexibility... I just don't know why or how, but it got to me...
Kind of jumping back to Facebook for a minute, you may notice that I posted a bunch of notes this morning. Those are actually old blogs of mine from Myspace, but I just put so much into them I wanted them to be on Facebook to be appreciated. Feel free to check me out on there, add me as your friend, chat with me, whatever! Should you decide to make Albright your home, then you'll be one of my new family members.
On another digression, that's what I've loved from day one here at Albright. Non-freshman don't treat you like some sort of leper. There's none of that "freshman bloodlust" where they're all out to get you. Everyone's just so chill and supportive. It truly is a beautiful thing.
Now that I've buckled down my classes are manageable, but when you let stuff pile up, it can be a very scary, doomed/dooming experience. Keep up the good work, and work hard! I need to hit the hay, b/c I have an 8 o'clock Chem lab, and I really don't wanna blow anything up, so I should probably catch some Z's. Feel the Albright love flow through you, and God bless!

September 19, 2006

"Friends..."

Your social life in college is an important thing to balance with rest of the strange new things you have going on. I learned today that while you definitely can't rush into college relationships, you can't rush into friendships either. You want to take the time to get to know what people are really about, not just the front they put on when you first meet. You don't want to come to trust someone only to have them turn on you, but you also don't want to snub someone only to find out later you could have had a meaningful friendship. Outside of who to be friends with, you also have to learn what priorities come before parties, hangin' out, video games, or whatever. It's your responsibility to get the work done. It's not going to be as easy as it seems, as I now realize. Even if you skated through high school and still got straight A's, the time will come when you kind of study for an exam and get a C+. That'll wake you up! You sort of go, "Hmmm... Maybe I need to start putting more time into just studying, start doing homework more thoroughly, and... regrettably... dismiss myself from one or two organizations... [yeah, mom was right...] It's not easy, folks, but we'll work harder together...
I don't really have a verse to leave you, but I can leave you with "H-O-P-E." Here's to getting through it one step at a time...

September 14, 2006

A brief introduction... sort of.

I'm kind of ticked right now, because I just had this pretty awesome intro all lined up about all of my activities, my first couple weeks, and all that jazz, but I was typing so fast I hit the key combination to move the browser back a page and it cleared out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall that I wrote... for the past HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Welcome to college life.

My first couple weeks have been bumpy. It's definitely a different dynamic, going from, for me, the same people I've gone to school with for the last 13 years to a bunch of complete strangers. Now by college standards, Albright's a small school (circa 1600 people, I'd guess) but I came from a graduating high school class of 140, so it's a big difference for me. I'm absolutely loving it, though. Albright was my first choice, and I'm glad that I made it. I'm just going to take a moment to toot the Albright horn, b/c, to be honest, that's kinda the point of an Albright blog, but I'm gonna keep it real for you. I'm not getting paid to say flowery stuff about how everything "tastes betta w/ that Albright flava," although I should totally put that on a t-shirt! I just want you prospectives to get my feel of Albright and see if it's right for you, b/c I'll tell you right off, if you're gonna be a mopey such-and-such who just wants to pick fights and disrupt the family vibe Albright has, then it really would be best if you expanded your college search options. That's what led me to Albright. The second I stepped foot on campus for an open-house, I felt like I could live there. Campus is gorgeous, but that wasn't it. It was just this aire about the place, like everyone knows you already and respects who you are, even if they're different, which they most definitely are. I mean, yeah, you tend to stay w/ the people in your dorm or the ones you have class w/, but I'm meeting new people every day who I find have something new to bring to my college experience. You're not a number at Albright, you're a real person. Your opinions and insights are a valued asset to the school, that's why they accepted you. Now, I'm a rather outgoing person. I'm involved in almost every club on campus and my schedule, with study, homework, eating, sleeping, and a healthy amount of social is rather booked solid. I'll just give you a feel for the variety of activities you can find time for on campus: I'm currently involved in Concert choir, chamber choir, Mane men (men's a cappella group), concert band (tuba!!), athletic band, volunteer my time to the Domino Players theater group (domino as in the stage mask not the little tiles), Ballroom dancing club, Xion step/dance team, ACF (Albright Christian Fellowship), and I'm a future POP (peer orientation person whom you'll meet a bunch of at orientation, go figure...) And that's not all, he slices, he dices, he makes julienned frys... just playin'. But that's actually not all! I there's anything on campus that's scheduled meeting time conflicts w/ something else, you can still offer to give them a hand w/ whatever they need. That's the beauty of it! You can get involved on so many different levels. But don't let my schedule scare you. I'm a trained insane-amount-of-activities-to-manage specialist. I've been doing it for years. But I guarantee you'll find a lot of things you want to get involved w/ here at Albright, just make sure you can manage your time effectively and "Don't spread yourself too thin!" That's a quote from my darling mother who's a trained specialist at giving-a-hard-time-to-the-son-who-likes-to-spread-himself-too-thin. But even w/ my hectic schedule I still have time to have fun. That's why I love this place soooo much! Even classes are fun! (I know, take a minute to let THAT one sink in) I'm not even that big of a nerd or anything, but I really love all of my classes and my teachers (of course... b/c they hold the grade book:) Seriously, though, I really am having the time of my life.
The biggest difference btwn college and high school, aside from the awesome attitudes of all the people around you who actually have goals and aspiritions, unlike high school, and want to be here, is the scheduling. You don't have classes from 8-3 then a few hours of homework and whatever practices you may have. My schedule, for instance, is pretty packed Mon. and Wed., but I only have a class and a lab on Tues., Wed. evenings pretty open, and a whole slew of time after my lab on Thurs., but I have to take the incentive to get my work done in my free time. Teachers kind of don't check homework or anything like that in college, typically, but if you start to fall behind in their class and go to them for a break after you've slacked off all year, don't expect any sympathy from them! Yes, you have more homework, but you also have more time to get it done. If you can, cut out the TV thing, b/c you don't really have the time to waste just sitting around. I mean, if you're one of those people who needs the background noise, whatever, but you don't wanna lose sight of your goals. It's a pretty on-the-go lifestyle, w/ meetings and studies and, of course, PARTIES!!! But I hate to burst your bubble... I can't speak for all colleges, but Albright is definitely no Animal House! The parties here are more like just chill get-togethers where everybody dances and talks and such. It's a totally different dynamic from high school. The learned discussion that you will have here is the kind of stuff that you'd expect world-changers to sit around the water-cooler mulling over. It's really indicative of the level of performance that is expected, at least, at Albright. Right now, however, I must get back to work, before you get here and don't see me b/c I've flunked out. It's been nice chatting with you, and if I can help you w/ ANYTHING don't hesitate to comment this blog. I'll holla back soon, my friends.

BTW: I plan on leaving a special bible verse at the end of each blog session. This one comes from a church service at St. Peter's Lutheran back home last Sunday. It just spoke to me about getting out there and getting active, and I just figured that prospectives could learn a little something from it:

"What good is it, my brothers and sisters, if you say you have faith but do not have works? Can faith save you? If a brother or sister is naked and lacks daily food, and one of you says to them, 'Go in peace; keep warm and eat your fill,' and yet you do not supply their bodily needs, what is the good of that? So faith by itself, if it has no works, is dead."

(James 2:14-17 from the New Revised Standard Version Bible with Apocrypha, copyright 1989 by the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States.)